kana block suda sa .

ok . kita cer dr mana ?? dr awal lah kan . ok . td , sa try test kinam kunun mau stalk fb c umuk . skalinya , x . jd sa heran . either dia deactivate atau block sa kan . so, sa p lah cek pakai my 2nd acc  . ada gia . hahaii . kana block lah sa . tp , sa tda rasa apa2 . rasa bsukurr adalahh . heheh . gara2 dia idup sa tunggang langgang . ntahh lah . mgkn sa kana bkin2 kali kan . apa2 pun , sa syg sama life sa . :) sa suka ne sa suda lapas dr c umuk . 

CHRISTMAS EVE

few more hours to CHRISTMAS ! merry christmas everyone ! sa baru seja na balik dr christmas mass . :) nd ne kali kami p church y asal sd . sana d ST PATRICK, KINUTA. <3 awhhhhh ~~ byk sd perubahan kama d sana . then tadi jumpa tu galangas2 kg smua . derang pun basar2 sd . y paling penting ,sa jumpa c dale jua td . =.='' madafakaa tu anak . dia bilang sa gumukk . balik2 lae dia ckp tu . hmmp . nt azam new year mau kuruss sd lahh . :) ok then . i have to go . mau p kawan2 urg ruma dl . wehoooo ~ nd again, BE MERRY , BE HAPPY , HAVE A WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS !!

WHAT ELSE CAN I SAY ?

heyy . lama x update blog kan . hmm . banyakk sekali cerita y sa mau share ne tau . kita mula dari orang y sa sayang lah dl k ? c imran . kmrn sa ada jumpa dia . sumpah sa ckp y sa besukurr dapat jumpa dia . biarpun kami jumpa kijap nd x hugging . tp, kmrn km x ok . kami gaduh . pasal apa ?? pasal c suzan koro y anjing tu lah . sa tdatau apa sangatlah kan y ada sama tu prmpuan . kmrn sa tingu hp dia . mula2 sa tingu tu satio . okayy ja dia . cool . sa cek mmg x apa2 lah . pastu sa minta digi dia . for the first time, dia xmau bagi . brbs dia xmau sa tingu tu hp . last2 dia y takan sndri . mula2 dia buka msg , dia x kasi scroll down . dia kasi stay . '' nahh , tiada apa2 bha " dia bilang . sa suru lahh kasi scroll down . lajuu dia takan . kedapatan lah ada nama c KORO sial tu . dia kasi limpas kono . tp sa suru kasi tingu sa . trus dia simpan hp dia . dia xmau kasi tingu . mmg tu time sa full blast sakit hati ne. siall rasa dia . so seperti biasa, sa mengamuk lahh. direct sa halau dia . sa suru dia pulang . kalau sa ingat2 balik pun kan , mmg sa kurang ajar ne sama dia . sa tau dia sakit hati . tp sa btul2 tdamau tingu muka dia tu time . sa rasa macam sa mau tampar ja dia ne . btul2 sd kali bha kan dia tdamau sa .:( mmg sa akun sa sala jg lahh . pasal time sa sama dia , sa rapat sama c cory . tp sumpah sa x apa2 bhaa sama dia . sa jd tpt dia mengadu pasal c nunui ja . sa tdatau mcmn lae mau kasi paham sama c imran . apa2 pun , hope dia happy lah sama idup dia . sa kna jg ne bljr utk nampak dia ada prmpuan lain . lpas ne biar lah single . sa btul2 mau diam sd lpas ne . kalau dulu andriean sa masi buli move on. tp ini c imran , ntahh lah . sa rsa macam sa btul2 tda buli ne . sakit hati sa nampak dia rapat sama mana2 prmpuan lain . imran junip , iloveyou daling . always will . u'll always be the one ilove . sa sedih oo . sa susa hati ne nt bila sa masi blum move on, dia sd ada gf len . skalinya kawin derang . ayaaaaa . sial trus sa rasa oh . pukimaaaaaa . bsuk christmas eve suda . he supposed to be wv me this christmas. tapi ? imran , i really do missyou . thre's nothing that i can do . y sa buli bikin nt diam2 ja lah . dia sd ada c KORO Y SIAL itu , c SHY etc .mcm2 kawan betina dia skg . sa pun kala ne . sa lae y diam2 kama . atukkkk . jd stalker dia balik ja lah . dia pun sd tukar password fb dia . tdha apa2 sd y buli sa bikin . dia btul2 ttup idup dia dari sa . y totally punya ttup . menyasal pun tiada guna bha . shitt rasa dia . kimaaaa btul rasa dia . btul2 bidaa ne . kalau buli lahh kan , sa mau kami balik mcm dl . sa btul2 sayang sama dia . sa mau dia jd sa punya sampai bila2 . buli kaitu ?? tp kan , ishh ntahh lah . y penting skg sa rasa siall tahap gaban . babii ne . bha klah . mau nangis sa . sa stop dl kijap . nt sa balik lae . ada crta lae pasal sa sama cuzzy2 . :) geng berdikari kan .

p/s : iloveyou daling . iloveyou sooooooo much . you know i do kan . ko tau y sa seja y paling sayang sama kau kan . sa tau ko tau sebab ko balik2 sd ckp sama sa y ko tau . tiada sd dii y sa mau lap paluh nt . tiada sd dii y mau dmara2 . tiada sd dii tpt sa mau manja2 . ilang sd sa punya 1st valentine partner . sa tda sd kana syg . dia syg lae tu pukima tu koro anjing y paling shit bin sial bin anjing kurap tu . arggghhhhhhhhh !!! sa btul2 benci tu betinaa . perempuann ! KO SIALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL !!!!

i lost him :')

and today is the day where i officially lost the one who change my life a lot . :'( i feel sucks . :( idk on how shuld i tell everyone that i want to be with him . :( sa mau ko bhuaa daling . ko seja y buli syg sa mcmn sa mau urg syg sa . ko seja y ada tu smua . ko ada tu chemistry . ko ada tu special something inside u . i dont want that from anybody else . i just want that , everything from you . sa tau ko syg sa nd sa tau ko tau y sa pun syg sama ko . tp  kan , knp bha love story sa kali2 pun sandi ne ?? hmm ?? knp ?? ini kali balasan dia sa sllu kasi main urg dl kan . sa ilang andriean sa masi buli trma lae . tp ilang imran ?? haihh . susaaa gilaa !! sepa lae llki y buli syg sa mcm y dia syg sa ?? hmm ?? sepa ? tiada bha . tiada . dia seja y ada tu love . dia seja y buli kasi ktwa sa . buli kasi happy sa . sa tdatau apa lae buli sa bkin spy dia jd sa punya sampai bila2 . heyy my 1st valentine date , iloveyou . heyy my stalker, imissyou . heyy my dalingg, iwantyou . iwantyou for life . :') kalau kita mmg tiada jodoh kan , nnt ko kawin , ko jan lupa sa k . ur first love ever ! first gf lae kan syg . ko dingar mah tu lagu someone like u - adele . sa kasi ko tu . ehehe . byk kita pny memories kan daling. tp sa janji sama ko . sa kasi prove sama drg love sa sama ko . k ?? ingat , ko propose sa nt d dpan klcc . :') sa mau kawin sama ko seja ne . sa tdamau sama urg len . sbb hati sa smua2 sd sama ko . ko seja y sa syg . ko seja y buli syg sa mcm bgne . ko seja y buli syg sa more than iloveyou . my gemuks ! iloveyouu !!! ummaaahhhhhh !!!

p/s: sa xdpt oplod pic . siouu noh .

:'(

today, mumy i kena diagnosed ada anaemia . sangat sa tkejut . then , today jg the day where i have to let someone who meant so much to me go away from me . i had to let him go . for our own good . tp mmg susa lah mau kasi lepas . sebab , i really do love him . ilovehim THIS much ! :'( i have nbo other choice other than doing this . it's hurt to know when u have to see ur whole world is in somebody's hand . i dont wanna feel that way . he's the reason y i grew stronger everyday . he's the reason y i wanna live . he's the reason y i let my past stays behind me . he's my all . he's my world . i just cant live with realizing that he was no longer mine . i want him to always be mine . ALWAYS ! :'( IMRAN BIN JUNIP , ILOVEYOU DALINGGGG . I WILL ALWAYS LOVEYOU . 

SEE . THIS IS US . SA HAPPY SAMA DIA . SA SANGAT2 HAPPY . TAPI, MCMN LAE ?? WHAT ELSE CAN I DO TO SAVE OUR RELATIONSHIP ?? WHAT ELSE CAN I MAKE SO THAT ALL THOSE OBSTACLES WOULDN'T RUIN OUR RELATIONSHIP ?? :'(

AND I JUST WOKE UP

IM IN CHRISTMAS MOOD :D 

WELL WELL WELL . WHAT SHOULD 

I SAY ?? FEW MORE HOURS TO GO 

BEFORE I CHANGE MY HAIRSTYLE .

IM SHOOO EXCITED BOUT IT ! AHAHA . K . GTG . BUIIII ~ :)

ILY

gettin my hair done today :)

i will get my hair done by today . so here's a few photo's before i get my hair permed . i have to admit that ilove this hair . but still, im bored with the old timed fashion . well , i'll be missing you old hair :'( please dont forget me . i'd probably will met you again when im bored with my curly hair . ahaha . nd gosh . i just realized that my *typo* problem had gone really bad . :/ does this mean that i have to type everyday ?? so that i'll be able to get used with my keyboard ?? OMG ! h'mmm . maybe i should get going . i think my dad just woke up . i have to check on that though . gotta go readers :D

N E W B O R N B L O G

this is the first day of this blog's existence . i have no idea on what would this blog be . but all i know is it'll be part of me . part of my daily life .  

okay . start with today's story . it's 6 in the morning now and i can hear all those birds chirping and the chickens are ready to face another new day . i haven't have my sleep yet . well . it's all started with playing games and chatting . and i spent most of the time chatting with appy tots . he's trying to make me laugh due to my un-balanced emotion . well , he manage to make me laugh though . and it is already nearly 6 when both of u realised that we've been chatting for quite a long time . 

so, other than chatting , here i am . on my blog . :)  

whattsuppp readers ? :D